A Problem That Lies In Me!

2006-08-19T04:16:00.000+13:00

Did I really change? Cause most of my classmate say so, when they told me that, I feel really Sad, and I kept asking myself, what had happen to me? I wanna go back time,

I got lots of friendship problem, and I feel like running away, but I know I can't! And today

really break my heart, I didn't mean things to end up this way... Argh!

*SOB*):

I cried but I didn't mean to show it to my friends, I really stop myself from crying but i can't, tears kept rolling down my cheeks, Why do you have to test me? Its not the right time, cause i'm doing my work! I really do care For you My dear friend, I'm sorry if i moved the table, i was so afraid that you will do something to me! I am!

Well, I hope you forgive me! ):

What A Great And Terrible Birthday I Had! (: ):

2006-07-25T17:17:00.000+13:00

I wanted to write yesterday on my birthday, but I was feeling rather sad, but I'm still Happy,

Okae, this what happen, When I woke up yesterday morning,

I wanted to see if I had any messages, greeting me "Happy Birthday!" I was really glad that

some peolpe did greet me! I was really happy, I kept smiling! Hehe!

I prayed to God that I will have a great day at school day at school and I thank him for making

me alive! I went to school, and suddenly two guys gave me presents,

I was really shock, but I'm really happy! I wanted to hug them but I was ashamed! Haha!

About Yesterday(Racial Harmony Day And My Day)

2006-07-22T21:02:00.000+13:00

Haha, I can't belive it, I was Like the girl in pink! Never mind, its my favourite colour!

HAHA!

I planned to wake up at 5 am but in the end I woke up at 5.20 am, Argh!

So i called Kathleen my hot babe, Because I was gonna be late, couldn't make it in time to meet her at 5.45 am so I called her up, i told her that i'll meet her at about 5.50 am!

Do you think that i've meet her? Not really, I missed the first bus when i was going up to the bus-stop, I was really furious! So I have no other choice but to wait,

when the bus came, I knew that I was gonna be late, by the look by the people inside!

So I told Kathleen, to meet Regina my another hot babe,

I was so Bad Because I was keeping them waiting, all of them were already at Alyanna's my another babe house down-stairs! When I reach there, we quickly ran up

and change, all of us were wearing our Filipinia costume!

Haha, cool! My Daddy John came and join us,

When all of us, were done we rode in Alyanna's car, we were just in time, when we reach school! Phew, that was close! Haha, Me and Alyanna was the representative in our class, but we're different classes, yeah! There was a competiton in our school

Its about dressing up, My class, Alyanna's class and there's another class were the finalist!

But in the end the other class were the champion! My class went in Second and Alyanna's went in Third, but its okae, we did our best! After, the day in school, I went to West Mall with some friends, we went to watch a movie, titled "Pirates Of The Caribian!"

The movie was so cool but i didn't get to watch the ending, cause I have to visit my friend in the NUH! But its okae, Its better to visit than to watch! Haha, afther that we went to Ikea!

We did some shopping and ate delicious food! Yummy! Haha!

4 More Days to My Birthday!

2006-07-20T22:13:00.000+13:00

Yeah, Babe!

Wow, alot of People knows whe is my Birthday, It was really shocking, when they asked me That my birthday, is on Monday! I know, I should be happy but I

feel like a show-off! Because, I'm afraid that some people that I've known or I don't would call me a show-off! Argh, I hope no one would say that,

I guess I have to wait and see whats gonna happen, I really hope it won't happen!

Okae, Haha, Today was quite embarrassing,

I was on my way to Lot 1 together with some friends from my class, I took sixty-seven bus and when the bus-driver was driving than its stop i was out of balance,

I hold the handle and my body was in different direction and i fell my wallet to a little boy, and push one Malay boy from my school, Haha!

I WAS REALLY EMBARRASS!

HAHA!

And one more thing, There's this guy who offered me a rose, he's a malay, but i declined his offer, I wanted to take it, only because I love rose! Haha!

He knew my name but he pronounce it wrongly, Haha! Nut corrected him! he kept pestering me to take it but in the end i didn't! When he alighted, he kept smiling at me,

I hope he had not fallen for me, Please! Haha!

Oh my Gosh, I nearly forgot I have to wear my Philipiana costume tomorrow, Arghhh......

I hope i look good for tomorrow, racial harmony day tomorrow! =P

Sun Rises and The Sun Falls!

2006-07-16T02:31:00.000+13:00

Yeah...

It was really Fun today, My family except my third sister because she have to go for the National Day Parade(NDP), we went to Wild Wild Wet for a family outing but not exactly all!

When we reached there, the first thing we rode was the "Ular-lar!"

Which was so fun, but the most thrilling ride was the "Samsung Slide Up"

I even talk to my brother, at that time! Haha! Now, I'm kind of dark!

It was really fun, in the morning cuz the sun rises beautifully and night came where my sadness and hurt came! i better not tell!

*(He told me that he was already tired)*

That's all i can say! I guess I'll naver forget that!

When can someone truly makes me happy for at least a week!

It does not mean, that I'm not happy with my friends or others,

but in my heart there's always sadness! Argh!

I Had A Really Great Time Yesterday....

2006-07-08T23:25:00.000+13:00

YAHOO! WOW! YAHOO!

I really had a great time yesterday, it was an unforgatable dinner party!

Haha, I didn't know what to wear for the party, I just wanna look my very best, Haha!

I think about it so i wore white for the top and black for the bottom, the clothes i wore was brand new,I bought it in Metro! The clothes there was really nice! Haha! ;)

When I left my home, I wore a jacket to cover my top, I didn't want to show whats inside my jacket first, but i feel rather weird cuz my bottom was looking great,

and i'm wearing a jacket that dosen't suite with my bottom, Haha1 But i still go with it!

I saw my friends, Amanda, Putri and Farah inside 67 bus, they were all looking great! And I feel so odd, so i decided to took off my jacket, Haha, they kept saying that i look great! Haha! Geneva was looking so adorable with her mini skirt and top!

Everyone was looking so great!

It was time for the party, we ate our dinner, yeah, my stomach was pretty full! Haha!

After dinner, we dance until our legs go numb, Haha, Kidding!

We dance and dance and it was time to go home, some of us wanted more, but it was really time for us to get home, cuz it was pretty late!

We waited for the 67 bus for really long, cuz the first 67 bus left us, Haha!

But waiting for the 67 bus, was still fun, i kept laughing and laughing cuz my friends kept making me laugh! Oh ya, there was this boy, i don't want to shout out his name! He likes me and he had already ask me to be his girfriend but i haven't gave him the answer yet!

He was waiting for me after the party, he was kind of sweet!

He called me up and one of them said, that he really love me!

My heart went soft, and i was speechless! Argh, I just dont know!

LOVE is really in the air! He left and i guess he wnt home, I think it was pretty late so i guess he left! I enjoyed myself at the bus-stop, 67 bus came and we were so happy, that it came!

Haha, I drop down and one girl told me to kiss her, so i did, she's a friend of mine, not a stranger! I went down, and i was accompanied with some friends!

I really had a really great time, to all of my friends who make me happy last night,

THANK YOU! ;)

Lala, nothing much!

2006-06-08T21:38:00.000+13:00

Why Must I stand in The third row, I was suppose to stand in the second row, but i was replace, boi am i angry! Argh!

All of them are the same... I'm sick of it!... I guess i have to strive harder, i know i can do it, its okay!...

Wow, tomorrow, I'm going to my youth camp, I'm so freeky happy!

Yahoo! Too Bad my Hot Girlfriends were not able to go,

I was looking forward for them to go, but it turn out that they are not going, but its okay!... They can come in next year,

wow, thats pretty long!

Haha...

2006-06-06T02:40:00.000+13:00

Dance, Today was really cool! I enjoy it but I really hope I could be one of the soloist, doing one of the ass shaking, I really love shaking my ass, Their so fun to play with, haha!

I also went to Bukit Panjang, I went to but Green apple at Sweetalk!

We went up, and suddenly saw my sitution, but its okay

I of ignore him, I'm so bad Talaga!

The funny thing is that, he was also trying to avoid me!

Haha, but if he really loves me, he will do something to make it up,

but he was not doing anything to empress me,

okay, I kind of think its weird...

After the party, I sign in my msn, and he was online,

and i asked him whats gonna happen on tomorrow,

because my bestfriend told me something that he told her,

its about One thing about 666(Omen)...

He show me a clip so i watch it, It was so scary!

Omg...

2006-06-05T02:30:00.000+13:00

Wow, What A Tiring day, I Can't on the Computer because

My Maid, took off the Modem... Finally, I Can use

it Now, I'm so glad! Ye!

Today, I went to the Church For Mass after that,

I went with my family members to West Mall, and bought "Iron,

present and than we ate"...

I'm really tired, the journey was so tiring, But its okay!...

I Still have enough energy to go to a Party, I planned

To Swim there, because its a condominium,

together with my brother, but suddenly, we

didn't swim, because my brother didn't want to!

But its okay, I'm stay calm, even though i was angry!

Haha, What a tiring day...

2006-06-02T01:44:00.000+13:00

Wowowee!

Wee, Dance was really fun and extremely exciting,

All of us were like so hyper after completing half way, we were so happy, we were enjoying ourselves, I just love when

My very dear friends smile!

Oh Ya, I bump into my ex-boyfriend, and i just say "oh"! i have nothing to say!, I dont feel like talking to him after what had happen to us! I'm really bad... Argh, I kept avoiding him, I’m so bad!

BAD TALAGA!

Ya, And also Today, I’ve just watched X-men the last stand, it was really sad!

Watch it, Its really nice...

Legs Cracking, but its Okay!

2006-05-31T21:42:00.000+13:00

My Legs Cracking, Haha But I'm Okay!

Whoo, My Dance Practice Is Really Cool, But There's So much Streching to do,

And My Legs are Killing Me, Because, Its Freeky pain, Ah!!....

Haha, I Guess I Know, Why! Its because I've Never did so much

streching, That's Why! That's Why, I'm Such a Bummer! Haha......

I feel so bad, I shouldn't have pointed my friend to dance for the Modern,

She didn't wanted to dance cuz she have to perform,

alot for the art festival!...

I'm so Bad!

I was also selected for the modern, hahax, shocking!

I kept forgetting the step!... haha...

I guess more at home!...

Sadness...

2006-05-25T01:22:00.000+13:00

Argh, I'm here writing to let my feelings out about today,

Feelings of sadness and anxiety,

I can't stand it, I don't know when i'm gonna burst,

I'm so afraid of going to school,

Sadness keeps coming to me, My heart hurts soooo... much!

My friends, i don't really know if they hate me because of

the situation that happens....

okay, i better tell, what i am talking about,

My boyfriend, broke up with me last night, i accepted,

of course i must respect his decision!...

I also can't sleep well last night because of what happen to me and him, my heart was so totally hurt!

The reason why he broke up because he wants me to cool off...

Today, he wants to patch up with me, i really don't know the answer,

he was always feeling sad, and of course many of mine and also his friends, will go and comfort him, and i was always left behind, I think that they dont know that i was feeling sad in the inside of my heart, they just dont know how i feel!... I guess this world has nothing to me...!*SoB*

Love,

Mariel...